And in the end, we all want time. How are you, time? I take it that you are well and progressing nicely without a care. How are you, time, now that I have lost? I know it all comes down to this. And this, when it all settles, will let me know what to expect out of time. And you, time, sits in a corner, sulking, but still, running like clockwork. Run run run, what happens when you pass? What happens to days that rise and fall without nary an action from yours truly, what happens to months that I stumble through, blindly and consciously so, and what happens to festivals that mark the passing of you, what happens to celebrations? I don't want it to come to this. To watch others feast on time, creating, imagining, thinking, while I rest here, drunk on needless desires, perpetually redundant. You know me time; but I let this come to rest. And now I want you to halt, halt time, you. and that was me, circa last july. still me. how wrong this is. i probably have a million paragraphs on the theme time. this must mean something. it means hi procrastination i think you are my eternal love. now that i have actually stopped procrastinating a little, i realise that there isnt much time to do everything that i want to. this must be revenge. reinstalled movabletype on my erm new domain. hopefully we can get some kinda travel log going for japan.
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